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2016-03-11 - 1:36 a.m. Be Still My Heart My daughter asked to watch a youtube video to learn a song on guitar. My phone is charging so I let her use my husband's. He's been gone now, 8 weeks and a day, and I have only just began to get my head around the finality of it. She found recordings of his VOICE on his phone. That sweet voice. I saved it. I will go to it when I need to hear him. I'm so glad it's found. He had a lisp and denied it. I have proof of it. "Check on fernssss". :) My sweet, sweet man. I miss you SO much. Went to his grave today. Record rain had sunk the dirt, revealing the rectangle shape of the grave. I went home, got my shovel and went back to fix it. I made some 3D hearts of mud before I left. Maybe the sun will come back out and bake them and they'll stay a while. I miss my mate. I loved him so much. I love him, still. Always. free hit counter � � 0 comments so far |